i miss him:(

I miss him very badly. I miss the times we were alone together. I miss the sound of his laugh when we goof around. I miss his voice that is ever so manly yet so soft in some ways. I miss the way he says I’m beautiful even if I just woke up. I wonder when would I hear his tender tone once again cause I miss that.

I miss his gaze that makes me shiver even when it’s hot. I miss the way stare at me lovingly as if I’m the only person who made him feel that wonderful glow inside. I miss his look, that intent looks as if I’m the only woman around. I miss the times when I would wake up by his side and stare directly at those marvelous eyes of his just to be smiling in the end for thinking of what I could have done good to deserve him. I miss the time when we would watch a movie and he would tell me that he didn’t comprehend the movie because he always ends up watching me even if he try to concentrate. I miss the time that I would fall asleep in his shoulders and when I wake up he would tell me that he has been looking at my face for hours now and he will never be tired doing that for the rest of our lives. I miss the way he looked so amused looking at me tripping with nothing to blame but my feet and still tell me I’m graceful. I wonder when I would see that soulful eyes again cause I’m longing to see that.

I miss his touch and his smell. I miss the feel of his skin against mine. I miss the way he soothes my pain away with his loving strokes. I miss the electricity between us even in just a mere rubbing of our fingers when we hold hands. I miss those butterflies in my stomach even with the thought that my lips would touch to his. I miss the way he would hug me. He would pull me closer as if we’re not that close enough, as if never wanting to let go. I miss his smell. That smell that always stays in my nose even if we’re not together. That wonderful soapy like smell. I wonder when I could hold him again and I wonder when I would smell his unique smell that I could distinguish from anyone else.

And maybe what I miss the most is he. I miss that guy who made me feel special. The guy who made me happy in every day of my life, the guy who made me see everything in a different light. The guy who made me see reason, the guy who made me understands everything. The boy who made me experience carnival of emotions that made me sick yet I can’t let go. I miss the boy who told me he misses me even if I were just gone for five minutes. The boy who told me he’ll never leave me and will love me no matter what.
All in all I just miss him. I just really do.